I slept in today. I shouldn't have because I had a really bad nightmare! It was a loop of me from the perspective of various cartoon characters getting brutally killed, either by drowning or a high fall. It was all the fault of a phone app I was using in my previous dream, which I used to do some traumatic things, becoming evil and possessed. I was scrambling to escape the loop, and when I tried to throw my phone away from the dream, I had such a bad anxiety attack it felt real! It felt so scary in the moment I don't wanna go back to bed today!
I had a very strange dream. Doc Scratch was in it. He played quite the major role, in fact. So there was an update to Fortnite or something that added the Felt Manor as a secret area in one of the season maps. We have never played Fortnite but that is the exact context. It was from Luna's perspective, but since I (Doc) was there I remember all of it. For some reason it was personalized and instead of feeling like a video game it was like she was actually there.
I began apprehensive due to not expecting a guest from Fortnite of all places. Very playful while serving up attacks and traps, leading Luna to a dining table. Once Luna made it, she was seated, very bloody and bruised since it was her first time going through the pattern. In this outcome, she was picked up from her chair, and we had a romantic waltz while she was nearing death. The scene faded out (likely losing consciousness) as I were about to kiss her (I'm using first person pronons very affectionately here. I like putting myself in a position of power, and in this scenario that is exactly what I had over her.)
After that Luna did a no-hit run of the patterns, and I, frustrated, decided to kill her anyway. Before I could act upon it, she pleaded with me - "I did all this because I am like, so sexually attracted to you. If I'm going to die anyway I thought I would confess". Scratch responded by giving us a sphere head of our own, us responding with "hell yeah, bring it on" (This is something I remember in first person so I am going to treat it as such). The game then invited every single person on our friends list to the table, and we watched silently as Scratch serves all of them with personalized dialogue.
I wish I could recall exactly how he sounded like in the dream. I would like it to be mine.
I've been having these reoccuring dreams where I play a game that challenges me emotionally, and when I try to quit out of it, the window always comes back, like I can never quit. It's that pattern of my inability to dedicate to things for very long, and the emotional pattern of me escaping confrontation when faced with something uncomfortable. This isn't about one particular dream - I don't think I can well recall the most recent one.
I think I was playing Roblox and getting warped around from place to place. First it was a prison escape simulator where you get killed brutally if you don't perform everything right. After I beat it, it just kept going. It teleported me to another game, like a weird polygony thing with morphs and blocky objects around. When I got to the end, I slid down a slide (which apparently was based on something I liked, like the hemospectrum from Homestuck or something where sliding down represented all the different castes, but I don't think this was it due to the way it was presented) and was met with a big haunted house themed hub world. I wandered around a little and collected some collectable bananas (looking like the Dancing Banana from Peanut Butter Jelly Time) before finding this roulette wheel, which when spun selected another game to send you to. That's where the dream got a little sexual and uncomfortable so that's all you get. I worry for myself sometimes.
I was stuck into a prototype of an open world metaverse simulation Kirby game as the main developer. I couldn't finish the game in time for the players and it sucked. Okay.
Later in the dream, I escaped and got a self driving car which I used to do my material shopping really fast (paralleling my real life goals for the day). I also wanted to stop by my dad's house to retrieve my MLPEG Minis collection, but fell short and got stuck halfway there. The place I got stuck at was apparently the Deconreconstruction office which was located in my city for some reason. That's all there is to say on the matter. There was also a Miku cosplayer following me that did awesome epic tricks and somersaults all the time, and they invited me for a group sewing sesh with all my IRL friends in front of the DCRC office when that was a thing.
Another Weird Doc Scratch Dream to add to the catalogue. Well I had a really long dream about some stuff I don't know before this, but when the weird shit started, I was a participant in some sort of game show. I don't remember who was running it or why. But occassionally they would lock contestants into airproof environments kind of like inflatable bags, with material resembling those gym class fun mats with the hole in the middle. Apparently it turns you into a Scratchling that looks basically like him. I got put into one of them and stopped breathing and got dragged away someplace else while inside, and apparently Scratch got into cofront for the rest of it (same one responsible for the earlier Scratch entry) because I started acting strange and wacky. After winning a redemption game I got invited back onto the show and won or something, I don't remember. Then the whole thing turned into a Donkey Kong themed haunted house game. And after a while it ended and I woke up.